TRYING AND PRAYING

CONFESION AND OBSESSION

 

At the times, she needs sparkling pearl in the air refreshed her mind whether cold or hard to slow down in the line. Day by day she walk faster than usual, so she face a bad condition in the wordl life. What means by living in the wordl is like the wheel?sometimes in up and down move and arround inside us. So, what should she do to face it?. Maybe it’s not easy to try from down time, but she must be survive and strengh hit by powerful soul.

On the contrary, many people beside her judge her as slumdog person, moreover all the weaknesses stand by this time. Slow but sure, as curse from the hell printed out as people said. What makes a holy and highslass woman like another?. Phisically, it seems like queen bee has many value for other people. What a beautiful and sacrifice woman like from all aspects. Unfortunately, the queen bee has snake mind by the acting behind us. The gesture move out slowest cracked the policy. Everybody knew that living in the big city is like that. 

How many times she has to stand by other people? Bitter and sweet feel together for a long time. There is a hurting thing alone trough herself. Almost autumn in her eyes and black devil burn her mind. What a pity?whatever, whenever, ever and forever arround us by respecting each other. How long the destroyed hurt her faster. Broken dream waiting in front of the door and pick up immediately. But, a symphony played in the deepest of the heart, over and over hardest to rise strongly.

She walk on the street by silent smile and glittering eyes. And push the red bag in her arms tightly. In the walk down and run maybe trying to get something. It’s okay if many people hate me forever, but the God know and bless me in everywhere if I have believeness, she talk in her mind. The confidence flow by sure acting and strong comitment. Consequently, she can work hardest and close the ears. Just only face future plan and make it better. Sometimes, confusing disturb in the night, she keep the calm face it. Never mind, all is well and everything is gonna  be okay.